The Devils kiss

Im sorry Momma

I was never gonna

But I always woulda

Even though I knew I shouldna

Ive always teetered on the edge

A dangerous game on a slippery ledge

For that what was forbidden

That attractive darkness, creeping, hidden

Always grasping for my open spirit

Ever caressing me deeper within it

I knew I had my love from you

But the Devils kiss is also true

This little boys innocent heart

Exposed to two from end to start

Are there 2 rooms within my soul?

I just pray the darkness doesn’t take full control

As deep inside I have the light

Its just Im tired of this constant fight

Cant the winged ones come and lift my soul

And free me from this blackened hole

Of where my light is shot and faded

To rise once more and darkness invaded

Yet just enough to keep me whole

But never enough for full control

I know the joy the bliss of light

Yet over my shoulder, just out of sight

Awaits the void without a care

And to my brightness its dark affair

With all the good that’s in the world

Whys it the bad things that draw my soul

Were all the same

In this game

Yet its by our demons were defined

And each our lives alone to find

Im sorry Momma

I never shoulda

I wish I didna

But I did